how pathetic that i can’t even be honest to my therapist about ‘thoughts of self-harm or suicide’ she’s kind of a fucking bitch anyways
how do you get over someone you still love so much?
i didn’t think it was possible for a person to be this miserable, for this long
it’s dumb because I ended it but now I just feel so empty and incomplete. I never knew really how much I need him until we broke up. he has become so engrained in my life, over such a short time… how pathetic that I just don’t know how to properly live without him anymore. we did everything together and now, I am alone. fuck fuck fuck. matt, I just want you back. you mean the...
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i just lay in my bed for the past seven hours and cried and slept because i don’t have the energy to do anything else because im fucking miserable. how vacant has my mind become how scarce is my happiness
why does my heart hurt