a california winter sun



how pathetic that i can’t even be honest to my therapist about ‘thoughts of self-harm or suicide’

she’s kind of a fucking bitch anyways

how do you get over someone you still love so much?

i didn’t think it was possible for a person to be this miserable, for this long

it’s dumb because I ended it but now I just feel so empty and incomplete. I never knew really how much I need him until we broke up. he has become so engrained in my life, over such a short time… how pathetic that I just don’t know how to properly live without him anymore. we did everything together and now, I am alone. fuck fuck fuck. matt, I just want you back. you mean the world to me darling.

Anonymous:
Don't let your boy bring you down. You are truly gorgeous and shouldn't let a person dull your brightness. You are beautiful on the inside and out. Don't let him take that away. Stay golden.

so sweet :o this really made me smile, thank you anon ! I’ll try not to though. love you xx

i just lay in my bed for the past seven hours and cried and slept because i don’t have the energy to do anything else because im fucking miserable.

how vacant has my mind become

how scarce is my happiness

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